The first coiled conceal that he rolled away was rough like barbed wire. His hands groped for the smooth braid wedged between thorns, his muscled memory almost forgetting the secret place to touch to avoid injury. And jagged cloth, and grazed and dried-up skin hung off the barbs as memory; where others had tripped and trespassed, unsuspecting. He pulled his hand away, and wiped the rust stain that had sunk between the shallows of both palms. The second grade which he removed was furrowed like bark. His fingers pushed between two grooved ridges, forced and jutting outward. With strain, a thread became a widened breach which split from neck to calf, like an oak left fractured by lightning. And fleshy pulp, and scabbed and hardened wood fell off each side as a suit . . like dried blood from a wound which he’d imagined. The last poor parchment of which he rid himself was his skin, ragged and pale. With a thin blade’s edge, he etched an ark around his exposed chest, right above the tremor. And digging his fingers deep into the injury, he pulled the fold away, like an old iron trap now fastened to its frame. And wretched creaks and groans of splintering fell outward . . where lips were closed and kept their distress quiet. And through the shouting hole his heart imagined faint winds to be shrapnel, ripping their way through bone and exposed endings. All of this he did because she came. copyright, © 2006 Moby Pomerance |