(For Beate) It’s cold enough to make my breasts ache; loomed over by arthritic joints of rock, I gush breath through the collars of my gloves, until my hands - previously cold - are now at least damp, as well. I could murder with a thin blade. I could pummel crevices of skull with a sharp-edged stone. Someone tore the earth in two like bread broken at the table, and this is the result: The Alps. And while I court row upon row of scalps - some ragged - others parted at their neck, and swept over as a rising tide engulfs a rock-pool - night after night; their pallid faces and stifled choking, their heavy-lidded yellow eyes peering towards a revelation: I see the blood flown from their cheeks where weaping’s prohibited; The grating of lungs where laughter is stifled. Others imagine them naked. The applause could be a company of country lads, nudging innocents into pits with their rifles, barking. The swish of curtain, fistfuls of lime scattered over limbs. Well. Let us kill anonymously. None of the horrors, the unnaturalness of familiarity. They leave to their couches, and I to my cole cream. Munich, tomorrow. copyright, © 2006 Moby Pomerance |